Cogito Ergo Sum

Mix Mash

2012-01-21T11:32:00.002+08:00

Went on a mini getaway for my birthday.

Wanderlust

Cute loft!

The tree

Leaves above.

My birthday dinner!

Non-alcoholic Mojitos.

Nice tuna and foie gras salad.

Dessert~

Breakfast!

Barefaced and chewing on bacon.

Cute bread with honey taste. Mmmm.

Jaccuzi and elephant seats.

Watching Whose Line shows while soaking our feet in water.

My present X)

Went to Loysel's Toy for lunch, then went MBS to watch Wicked.

Got Eyelash curler while we were in MBS.

Three belts my mum gave me.

Christmas present

Mulberry red packets and vouchers.

My new bag.

Crap Crab

2012-01-11T21:23:00.006+08:00

I reversed into my mum's benz and the car plate is abit dented. Fuck damn, I can't believe I actually did that. I am very very upset and angry at myself. I will ask around for the price of installing a new car plate for the benz because it is my damn fault.

I hate myself when I know that its me who screw things up. I can't stand it if other people do so its all the more unforgivable when its me instead. I want to break my legs and bang my head against a wall now.

Time to say Goodbye

2011-12-24T19:04:00.000+08:00

New polish.

Probably the only reason why an iPad is useful for me.

Popcorn and champagne

I'm prolly gonna watch my shows through Christmas eve and Christmas.

Merry Christmas anyway.

Easier to Lie

2011-12-18T13:23:00.002+08:00

I think I have a problem.I'm too disconnected to the people around me.
I may feel something for the people I care, but I tend to view them from a third person perspective.
Its like my feelings for them is more attached to the feeling itself rather than to the object.
I can separate the emotion from the object so I won't feel the impact if he/she leaves.
Because I have the ability to do so, I find that I have a tendency to veer off when it gets bored. I believe nothing lasts forever, and true love in reality doesn't exist.

Or maybe I'm just screwed up in the head. Ha.

10 Myths

2011-12-14T09:50:00.001+08:00

Ripped this off from some website. I am the 25%.

In late-2008, I was lucky enough to discover a book called, The Introvert Advantage (How To Thrive in an Extrovert World), by Marti Laney, Psy.D. It felt like someone had written an encyclopedia entry on a rare race of people to which I belong. Not only had it explained many of my eccentricities, it helped me to redefine my entire life in a new and productive context.
Sure, anyone who knows me would say, “Duh! Why did it take you so long to realize you’re an Introvert?” It’s not that simple. The problem is that labeling someone as an Introvert is a very shallow assessment, full of common misconceptions. It’s more complex than that.

A section of Laney’s book maps out the human brain and explains how neuro-transmitters follow different dominant paths in the nervous systems of Introverts and Extroverts. If the science behind the book is correct, it turns out that Introverts are people who are over-sensitive to Dopamine, so too much external stimulation overdoses and exhausts them. Conversely, Extroverts can’t get enough Dopamine, and they require Adrenaline for their brains to create it. Extroverts also have a shorter pathway and less blood-flow to the brain. The messages of an Extrovert’s nervous system mostly bypass the Broca’s area in the frontal lobe, which is where a large portion of contemplation takes place.

Unfortunately, according to the book, only about 25% of people are Introverts. There are even fewer that are as extreme as I am. This leads to a lot of misunderstandings, since society doesn’t have very much experience with my people. (I love being able to say that.)
So here are a few common misconceptions about Introverts (not taken directly from the book, but based on my own life experience):

Myth #1 – Introverts don’t like to talk.
This is not true. Introverts just don’t talk unless they have something to say. They hate small talk. Get an introvert talking about something they are interested in, and they won’t shut up for days.

Myth #2 – Introverts are shy.
Shyness has nothing to do with being an Introvert. Introverts are not necessarily afraid of people. What they need is a reason to interact. They don’t interact for the sake of interacting. If you want to talk to an Introvert, just start talking. Don’t worry about being polite.

Myth #3 – Introverts are rude.
Introverts often don’t see a reason for beating around the bush with social pleasantries. They want everyone to just be real and honest. Unfortunately, this is not acceptable in most settings, so Introverts can feel a lot of pressure to fit in, which they find exhausting.

Myth #4 – Introverts don’t like people.
On the contrary, Introverts intensely value the few friends they have. They can count their close friends on one hand. If you are lucky enough for an introvert to consider you a friend, you probably have a loyal ally for life. Once you have earned their respect as being a person of substance, you’re in.

Myth #5 – Introverts don’t like to go out in public.
Nonsense. Introverts just don’t like to go out in public FOR AS LONG. They also like to avoid the complications that are involved in public activities. They take in data and experiences very quickly, and as a result, don’t need to be there for long to “get it.” They’re ready to go home, recharge, and process it all. In fact, recharging is absolutely crucial for Introverts.

Myth #6 – Introverts always want to be alone.
Introverts are perfectly comfortable with their own thoughts. They think a lot. They daydream. They like to have problems to work on, puzzles to solve. But they can also get incredibly lonely if they don’t have anyone to share their discoveries with. They crave an authentic and sincere connection with ONE PERSON at a time.

Myth #7 – Introverts are weird.
Introverts are often individualists. They don’t follow the crowd. They’d prefer to be valued for their novel ways of living. They think for themselves and because of that, they often challenge the norm. They don’t make most decisions based on what is popular or trendy.

Myth #8 – Introverts are aloof nerds.
Introverts are people who primarily look inward, paying close attention to their thoughts and emotions. It’s not that they are incapable of paying attention to what is going on around them, it’s just that their inner world is much more stimulating and rewarding to them.

Myth #9 – Introverts don’t know how to relax and have fun.
Introverts typically relax at home or in nature, not in busy public places. Introverts are not thrill seekers and adrenaline junkies. If there is too much talking and noise going on, they shut down. Their brains are too sensitive to the neurotransmitter called Dopamine. Introverts and Extroverts have different dominant neuro-pathways. Just look it up.

Myth #10 – Introverts can fix themselves and become Extroverts.
A world without Introverts would be a world with few scientists, musicians, artists, poets, filmmakers, doctors, mathematicians, writers, and philosophers. That being said, there are still plenty of techniques an Extrovert can learn in order to interact with Introverts. (Yes, I reversed these two terms on purpose to show you how biased our society is.) Introverts cannot “fix themselves” and deserve respect for their natural temperament and contributions to the human race. In fact, one study (Silverman, 1986) showed that the percentage of Introverts increases with IQ.

Fancy Schmancy

2011-11-24T19:55:00.001+08:00

I found a booth that sells Issey Miyake watches~~ Excited.

Bought this in a designer sale. Pretty good condition, very good price as well. Original price is 3k, and I got it for 250.

I love the sound of the two straps when they snapped open. Wooo.

Great for mini getaways. Hand carry of course.

Patch on patch.

Pattern on pattern.

"E" in the sky.

Mints that last me for months.

I think this blog is changing. Its more like an indulgent and decadant place to show off my stuff rather than to really document about my everyday happenings. But then again, theres nothing much about my life that is exciting enough to be written in here. Sigh. =/

To the Grave

2011-11-16T21:01:00.001+08:00

Depressed again.
Being with you is painful but the thought of leaving you is excruciating.
I wonder how many more times I have to feel like this just so that I can finally leave you without the hurt.

Oh man I realized my posts are starting to sound like some screwed up emo ah lian. I should seriously stop posting rollercoaster crap and write other stuffs instead. Hmm. Damn it, why can't I be happy for at least a fucking month. Fucking hate to be so unstable emotionally. Should stop thinking too much and focus on other things. Need to get busy so I will be distracted.

Should start on my bloody applications and get a job. Then, I will leave this place asap and continue my studies without worry.

Full

2011-11-09T00:30:00.000+08:00

Nothing else matters when you're beside me.
Feels like I'm drunk without being intoxicated.
The touch, the warmth, the scent, the gaze.

I want this feeling to last forever.

Funny Man

2011-11-06T13:32:00.001+08:00

This guy called Andrew WK. HAHA.

Comatosed

2011-11-06T13:32:00.000+08:00

I think I don't know how to blog now. Its been too long since I've written anything about my daily life. Hmm, wonder where and when I lost my enthusiasm to narrate my stuffs here..

Anyway here I am now, squeezing out whatever thoughts I have into this space just so I can store parts of me in here. I think its because I'm not exactly a picture whore as well so I have some trouble documenting it. Whatever pictures I have are so damn fragmented man.

This was from the STGCC 2011. Gay iron men..

Have bought this some time ago.. left half a bottle. =(

Geese in Bali.. Feel like grabbing the tails and yanking it.

Was dining with a couple of friends and they touched on the topic of the coming of Jesus judging from the number of natural disasters and such. I don't mind listening to such things but I don't really like the smug look on her face when she said it. Its like she knows she's going to heaven because she is a Christian and us free thinkers are going to hell.

On a side note, I need more friends. Real buddies that I can hang out with to go chill on weekends, not stupid "hi bye" people. I think I need to stop being too passive as well.

All my friends are fags.

2011-10-29T17:56:00.001+08:00

Y-cone

Cat roar.

Blue Boy.

New clutch.

New mouse.

New shoes.

Flowers!! X)

New Gloomy stuffs. Need to stop buying.

Funny books.

What to Say

2011-08-20T16:51:00.006+08:00

Saw paddle pop in the sky.
Had butter cookies with melted dark chocolate.
Replied to UNSW application.
Painted my nails red.
Managed to catch up on a few Kang Xi shows.
Bought a couple of Edward Monkton books. Along with some novels.
Tried on a pair of coloured contact lens which blurred my vision almost immediately.
Drove around after I got my license. (with peoples' supervision of course)

Laughed even though I am hollow.
Talked even though I am weary.
Played even though I am fading.

I'm just being the best that I am now.
Having feelings is so much more exhausting than none.
Maybe I should just abandon myself from this afterall.

Just really tired.

2011-08-04T19:25:00.003+08:00

Tired of thinking about myself, about relationships, about expectations, about failure, about commitment, about family, about work, about emotions, about the future, about life.

But most of all, I'm tired of being human.

Something New

2011-07-28T10:32:00.005+08:00

Seeing my polymate pregnant scares and excites me.

I know she's not exactly close to me now since we drifted apart, but knowing someone who is younger than me providing life and will be maintaining it for the next 30 years makes me look at pregnancy differently.

To think that few years back pregnancy was considered a faroff thing that I would never care about. Carefree and unburdened. But now, I'm starting to think about my own in time to come.

Things that matter

2011-07-26T10:58:00.004+08:00

Did this quiz recently. Found the results to be quite true.

Quality Time

In Quality Time, nothing says “I love you” like full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there—with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby—makes you feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed activities, or the failure to listen can be especially hurtful.

Physical Touch

This language isn’t all about the bedroom. A person whose primary language is Physical Touch is, not surprisingly, very touchy. Hugs, pats on the back, holding hands, and thoughtful touches on the arm, shoulder, or face–they can all be ways to show excitement, concern, care, and love. Physical presence and accessibility are crucial, while neglect or abuse can be unforgivable and destructive.

Expressing Regret

You have chosen Expressing Regret as your primary Apology Language. What you want to hear in an apology is an immediate expression of sorrow for causing you pain. A simple “I’m sorry” goes a long way.

Spark

2011-07-15T16:04:00.003+08:00

I think I got anger management issues. I have trouble containing this mini fury whenever this particular colleague came over to check on what I'm doing.
Its like whatever I do she'll comment. Whenever I type she'll comment. And even something so redudant like a bloody artboard also need to change even though its bloody redudant.
I think it has something to do with her standing at the back looking over my shoulder as well. I hate it whenever someone stands behind me while I'm doing work.

Omg, I need to find my own inner peace man.

Balloonshop

2011-06-18T20:06:00.005+08:00

Hilarious clips!!!

And the "Not right now, Derrick!!" gag. HAHA

Weary

2011-05-24T16:04:00.004+08:00

At first it was beautiful, then the poison sinks in.
Everytime when you're away I feel the blackness creep in and taint my thoughts about you.
You wouldn't understand because the ball is in your court, not mine.
You probably wouldn't care as well because you might feel like I have nothing to lose.
I feel so cheated from the insecurity and it made me realize how unfair it was for me to end up in this mess which you created.
I need to stop myself from sinking further into this.
I need to be wary of you. To up my defence against you.

I need to have something against you so I won't feel like I'm losing in this situation.

Nothing of the Sort

2011-05-22T19:16:00.004+08:00

I need to do something compulsive.
Like working excessively, eating sinful stuffs excessively, watching shows excessively. Anything. Just yesterday I bought a bagful of chocolates and finished them. I window shopped. I bought clothes without glancing at the price tags.

I need to get used to being alone again.

This is it

2011-04-08T10:27:00.000+08:00

I'm closing this chapter.

The Best

2011-03-11T18:07:00.004+08:00

of Remi Gaillard.

Come and Go

2011-03-08T21:59:00.003+08:00

Some things.

My dream watch is here to stay~

Everyday I wonder why I'm wasting time doing nothing. Then in the midst of thinking, another day passed by again. Sigh.

Oh. And I got a different car to ride around now. Huhu.

The Raven

2011-02-28T17:33:00.003+08:00

Never have I encountered such fire and passion in the form of words.

Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary,
Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,
While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.
`'Tis some visitor,' I muttered, `tapping at my chamber door -
Only this, and nothing more.'

Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,
And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.
Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow
From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore -
For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels named Lenore -
Nameless here for evermore.

And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;
So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating
`'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door -
Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; -
This it is, and nothing more,'

Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,
`Sir,' said I, `or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore;
But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,
And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,
That I scarce was sure I heard you' - here I opened wide the door; -
Darkness there, and nothing more.

Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before;
But the silence was unbroken, and the darkness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, `Lenore!'
This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, `Lenore!'
Merely this and nothing more.

Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,
Soon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before.
`Surely,' said I, `surely that is something at my window lattice;
Let me see then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore -
Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore; -
'Tis the wind and nothing more!'

Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter,
In there stepped a stately raven of the saintly days of yore.
Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed he;
But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door -
Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door -
Perched, and sat, and nothing more.

Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore,
`Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou,' I said, `art sure no craven.
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the nightly shore -
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,
Though its answer little meaning - little relevancy bore;
For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being
Ever yet was blessed with seeing bird above his chamber door -
Bird or beast above the sculptured bust above his chamber door,
With such name as `Nevermore.'

But the raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only,
That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.
Nothing further then he uttered - not a feather then he fluttered -
Till I scarcely more than muttered `Other friends have flown before -
On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before.'
Then the bird said, `Nevermore.'

Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,
`Doubtless,' said I, `what it utters is its only stock and store,
Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful disaster
Followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore -
Till the dirges of his hope that melancholy burden bore
Of "Never-nevermore."'

But the raven still beguiling all my sad soul into smiling,
Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird and bust and door;
Then, upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking
Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore -
What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt, and ominous bird of yore
Meant in croaking `Nevermore.'

This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing
To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;
This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining
On the cushion's velvet lining that the lamp-light gloated o'er,
But whose velvet violet lining with the lamp-light gloating o'er,
She shall press, ah, nevermore!

Then, methought, the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer
Swung by Seraphim whose foot-falls tinkled on the tufted floor.
`Wretch,' I cried, `thy God hath lent thee - by these angels he has sent thee
Respite - respite and nepenthe from thy memories of Lenore!
Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe, and forget this lost Lenore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

`Prophet!' said I, `thing of evil! - prophet still, if bird or devil! -
Whether tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,
Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted -
On this home by horror haunted - tell me truly, I implore -
Is there - is there balm in Gilead? - tell me - tell me, I implore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

`Prophet!' said I, `thing of evil! - prophet still, if bird or devil!
By that Heaven that bends above us - by that God we both adore -
Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,
It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels named Lenore -
Clasp a rare and radiant maiden, whom the angels named Lenore?'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

`Be that word our sign of parting, bird or fiend!' I shrieked upstarting -
`Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore!
Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!
Leave my loneliness unbroken! - quit the bust above my door!
Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

And the raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,
And the lamp-light o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
Shall be lifted - nevermore!

-Edgar Allan Poe

By the way, hilarious rejected cartoons by the genius Don Hertzfeldt.

Pop Eye

2011-02-17T13:24:00.000+08:00

Can't take my eyes off you.

Random Pictures

2011-02-15T22:33:00.009+08:00

In random order. Mostly about birthdays.

Started with a bang and ended with a mushroom cloud.

My First Time

2011-02-12T20:56:00.001+08:00

Yuzu soba noodles are a success!!!!

First time making dinner for my family. Wahaha.

Tips for 財神爺

2011-02-06T01:30:00.003+08:00

Sick on the first day of Chinese New Year. Sighhh.
Er-hem
I hope I can get some COMPENSATION for being sick on such a festive day.
Er-hem
Er-heeeemmmmmm.

Survival Of The Fittest

2011-01-25T14:24:00.001+08:00

Whenever I get a package of plain M&Ms, I make it my duty to continue the strength and robustness of the candy as a species. To this end, I hold M&M duels.

Taking two candies between my thumb and forefinger, I apply pressure, squeezing them together until one of them cracks and splinters. That is the "loser," and I eat the inferior one immediately. The winner gets to go another round.

I have found that, in general, the brown and red M&Ms are tougher, and the newer blue ones are genetically inferior. I have hypothesized that the blue M&Ms as a race cannot survive long in the intense theater of competition that is the modern candy and snack-food world.

Occasionally I will get a mutation, a candy that is misshapen, or pointier, or flatter than the rest. Almost invariably this proves to be a weakness, but on very rare occasions it gives the candy extra strength. In this way, the species continues to adapt to its environment.

When I reach the end of the pack, I am left with one M&M, the strongest of the herd. Since it would make no sense to eat this one as well, I pack it neatly in an envelope and send it to M&M Mars, A Division of Mars, Inc., Hackettstown, NJ 17840-1503 U.S.A., along with a 3x5 card reading, "Please use this M&M for breeding purposes."

This week they wrote back to thank me, and sent me a coupon for a free 1/2 pound bag of plain M&Ms. I consider this "grant money." I have set aside the weekend for a grand tournament. From a field of hundreds, we will discover the True Champion.

There can be only one.

(taken from craigslist.org)

Nice

2011-01-20T00:03:00.000+08:00

Crying on a birthday. HA.

Ahyuk

2011-01-18T01:32:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BER!!!! :D

Finally...

2011-01-16T23:14:00.006+08:00

Pictures!!

Mouse deers. Reminded me of a stuffed one at my grandpa's old house.

Look at those muscles!!

Can't stop humming that song whenever I see lemurs!!

Never saw a sloth move so fast except during mealtime. Huhu

Rudolph the rednose vehicle. It has a red nose infront.

At K.ki.

Vanilla sencha. Super fragrant.

Overpriced cakes.

At someplace. Same day that we went K.ki.

Coffee jelly from another restaurant.

Watching fireworks from Clarke Quay.

Omg turning 23 in three days.

Der Hölle Rache

2011-01-14T17:59:00.000+08:00

Der Hölle Rache kocht in meinem Herzen,
Tod und Verzweiflung flammet um mich her!
Fühlt nicht durch dich Sarastro
Todesschmerzen,
So bist du meine Tochter nimmermehr.
Verstossen sei auf ewig,
Verlassen sei auf ewig,
Zertrümmert sei'n auf ewig
Alle Bande der Natur
Wenn nicht durch dich!
Sarastro wird erblassen!
Hört, Rachegötter,
Hört der Mutter Schwur!

or

The vengeance of Hell boils in my heart,
Death and despair flame about me!
If Sarastro does not through you feel
The pain of death,
Then you will be my daughter nevermore.
Disowned may you be forever,
Abandoned may you be forever,
Destroyed be forever
All the bonds of nature,
If not through you
Sarastro becomes pale! (as death)
Hear, Gods of Revenge,
Hear a mother's oath!

Sigh. I can listen to this the whole day.

Hmm

2011-01-10T02:45:00.006+08:00

She only took. She consumed those around her to sustain herself. And those around her always gave. Her talent was manifested in a powerful gravitational pull. She believed it was her privilege, her right. Harmony and peace. In order for her to have that, she had everyone waiting on her hand and foot.

Anyway, some comic about Nancy Drew books which makes me laugh. And reminisce as well.

Go Forth

2011-01-03T17:14:00.003+08:00

I'm the defect. The defunct.
My talent is buried. My brain is dead.
My opportunities wasted. My chances gone.

Now, I live on just to live. There is nothing for me.
Like a hopeless flame on a burnt out candle.

At the rate I'm heading, the path to destruction seems sweeter.

Art?

2010-12-19T00:43:00.005+08:00

I don't see them as art. I see them as inspirations. Cuz these pieces gave birth to more creations and ideas for people. And the cycle continues on and on.
Seeing them as dead as art is an insult because as an art piece, people only view them as something with monetary value. They do not understand why it is created, why it has made certain people feel and know what it is all about. These people only know they are art just because they blindly agree to those who understand. Which is sad.

Some might argue that everyday life is an art itself. But instead of proclaiming everything as an "art", we should stop peering at it from the shallows and plunge in. To me, life is an ongoing process of creating something special. Call it a "concept" if you must; this simple spur of thought or movement that something done will lead to something else, no matter if its on purpose or accidental. The intrusion of someone else's actions into your environment, even from an innocent bystander, may unfurl a myriad of possiblities which makes life ever so exciting (or infuriating, whichever way you interpret it to be).

Hur.

2010-12-18T04:34:00.005+08:00

Sometimes, I wonder what exactly is individuality?

Some people rattle away on wanting to be unique by dyeing their hair, putting on makeup and wearing interesting clothes.
But in the midst of trying to make themselves look different, they made so much effort just to end up looking like someone else, quite ironic really.

Aaaanyway, something which I find quite true - About dating women.
Enjoy.

You risk it all if you wait forever to reach out to a woman who interests you.

"Guys take their own sweet time to call us for a date and follow up afterward. But the older we get, the less tolerant we are of the waiting game. Guys, wait too long to get in touch -- or be inconsistent in how often you're in contact with us -- and we will lose interest. Patience has more of a shelf life than you realise."

Being a cheapskate is a deal-breaker for women.

There's plenty of debate about who should pay for a date. Some people think that men should always pick up the tab, while others opt for a more practical "let's take turns" approach. Regardless of who pays, a man who comes off as being cheap is persona non grata in a woman's world. Focusing on how much the date costs, handing coupons to a waiter or refusing to tip service people adequately can make a bad impression on anyone and will usually nix your chances for a second date.

Women struggle to make a connection while remaining independent, too.

First dates can be like visiting an amusement park; at first, you're thrilled with the flashy, colored lights and the sense of anticipation. As things progress, you find yourself alternating emotionally between rip-roaring excitement and the onset of dating burnout. You might feel a pressing need to just chill out at home and get a sense of normalcy by going through your regular, single-life routine. So, men, relax and realise that you're not alone -- women ride the same emotional rollercoaster that goes along with dating someone new. Like you, they vacillate between wanting to be in a relationship and craving independence. Finding the right balance is the key to satisfying these needs, regardless of who you are. Nobody healthy and sane wants to be defined by his or her relationship, and these days, women are more independent than ever before.

It's the little things that matter when it comes to impressing a woman.

If you want a woman to feel like she's special, really pay attention to her; notice the small things, however unremarkable. Women will grown more attracted to you if they realise you are genuinely interested in who they are as individuals and the things that matter to them, no matter how trivial. Remembering something minor about her appearance, interests, lifestyle or behavior -- whether it's her favorite flower, preferred drink or what color dress she was wearing on your first date -- all add up to win you big points in the game of love.

What Rubbish

2010-12-14T03:10:00.006+08:00

I think its cute, funny and original but why is this ad considered racist????
The problem people should worry more about this ad is that who the hell puts a plastic bottle in a microwave??

Seriously nowadays the word "racist" is abused by ignorant and childish fools who prolly doesn't even truly know what it means.

On a lighter note, the best 6:11 minute video EVER.

Loveeeeee the dry humor.

Seriously

2010-12-09T23:34:00.002+08:00

The useless things people do just to be good at SOMETHING.
Twirling pens, shuffling cards and playing with cups.

Hur hur.

Made me Laugh

2010-12-05T01:56:00.003+08:00

Dear Mr. Boss:

I'm thrilled to inform you that I'm resigning.

I have been waiting for what seems like forever to inform you that I’m resigning. I’ve hated working for the company since the day I was hired. I don’t like the work, I don’t like my fellow employees, and I don’t like you.

I am tendering my resignation effective immediately and I’m heading for the open road. I bought a Harley and a leather jacket and my girlfriend, Denise, is coming along. It was a little tough to find a jacket to fit her, but we managed.

I know you would like me to help you with a transition, but I won’t. Have fun figuring out the files on my computer. I can’t even figure them out most of the time.

Oh, speaking of computers, you’ll need to figure out the passwords to all our online resources. I forgot to keep a list of them, so have fun with that.

I’m sure you’d like to have a going away party for me. However, I’m not interested in the stale cookies and nasty punch that constitutes saying goodbye at this company.

Don’t worry about writing me a reference, even though I’m sure you’d be glad to recommend my work. I don’t need or want one. I don’t need references where I’m heading. So, consider our bridges burnt.

See ya,

Happy To Be Gone

Found it from the web. Very tempted to write something similar to this. Huhuhu.

Have You?

2010-12-02T03:13:00.005+08:00

Have you ever felt so alone yet with so many friends around you?

Have you ever felt poor yet with so much money in your bank?

Have you ever wept in your pillow at night over nothing and waking up the next day carrying on with your life like nothing has ever happened?

Have you ever thought of death and dying when your birthday is tomorrow?

Have you ever reflected on what you have said to people earlier in the day and realized in shame that you might have hurt them with unintentional words?

Have you ever thought back on what you have done few years back, regret on certain situations and hope that you can turn back time just to correct it?

Have you ever loved someone but he/she doesn't and will never know?

Have you ever thought about your life, then went on to the world as whole, then about the billions of stars residing in multiple systems and realized with a sinking feeling how small and inconspicuous you are compared to them?

Ah, life.

2010-11-30T23:38:00.002+08:00

Boyfriend troubles, being broke, working screwy hours everyday and have to interact with stupid ignorant people, got rejected by RMIT, pimples everywhere, fats spilling out from my jeans.

What more can I ask for?

Just a Story

2010-11-28T22:30:00.007+08:00

I hate crying.

This mechanism has been in me since young. Whenever I played hide and seek with my friends and I couldn't find them I will start crying. So no one liked to play with me cuz I always ruined the mood.

But I can't help it. Whenever I showed my emotions the tears just welled up.
I hate myself for being weak. Why can't I just laugh it off like the rest of them?

I cried infront of my lecturers once cuz of a friend. Its weird cuz it didn't really concern me but I felt her pain. I explained her anguish and I wept for her. My lecturers must've thought I was freaky then.

When I was very young, I always cried as my dad questioned me about what I have done wrong. I would hesitate, and I just couldn't bring myself to say the 'right' things. I would just cry. My dad would get impatient and yell at me to stop crying. But I would cry even louder from the fear.

I was told never to talk back at my parents. Even if its only a misunderstanding, I must swallow up my indignance and agree with them. I think it eventually lead me to stop communicating with them altogether. Since they don't want to listen, then why risk being caned when I can just keep quiet?

Then during my teen years, I grew distant from my family. Isolation felt comfortable as there was no burden, no worry over what to say or do just to please someone else. I am in my own zone and I can live what I want. At that point my parents claimed that I was uncontrollable and insufferable. It was a joke actually; I never did drugs, I wasn't in any bad company, I didn't skip school, I didn't screw around or stay out till mornings. My skirt was way below the knee and my socks were well above my ankles. I was a nerd then. But why am I a horrible child?

"You didn't talk to us about your problems", claimed their protests. How ironic, that years before I was forbidden to tell them about myself and now they were complaining. So I was despised because of a rule they have set me to follow.

To be continued........ Huhu.

Realisation

2010-11-23T00:13:00.003+08:00

That nothing excites me much anymore.

So this is what its like, to grow up. Sigh.

So much for "maturity".

What I Think

2010-11-20T23:52:00.003+08:00

A man should be a strong pillar for the woman to throw their emotional shit to, to stand strong so she will feel safe wherever he is near, and to rely on whenever she feels she needs it.

I know I can be unruly sometimes, unreasonable and even irritating to the core. He has seen the uglier side of me and has expressed disapproval but he never left. Even though most times he showed his ugly side as well, its quite surprising that we have managed to pull through after all this time and I'm really grateful for that.

I Fucking Hate

2010-11-13T17:31:00.005+08:00

This guy from IDP.

Stupid complacent motherfucker. I've waited AND AM STILL WAITING for the past 5 fucking months for RMIT replies.
He fucking made me waste 1 month cuz RMIT has already issued a notice about doing a design exercise A MONTH BEFORE HE NOTICED WTF. THE SAME MONTH HE TOLD ME TO SEND MY PORTFOLIO THE SECOND TIME CUZ APPARENTLY HE THINKS THE SCHOOL CAN'T OPEN THE FILES OF THE 1ST PORTFOLIO I SENT OUT.

Then he makes me wait even longer after I told him I want to get a fucking credit exemption. HE TOLD ME TO DO THE DESIGN EXERCISE FIRST. WTF WOULD I NEED TO DO THAT WHEN I'M ASKING HIM TO HELP ME GET THE CREDIT EXEMPTION TO GET INTO YEAR 2 AS I WOULD ONLY NEED TO DO THE EXERCISE IF I WANT TO BE ENROLLED INTO YEAR 1.

Idiotic and unproductive bastard. I HOPE YOU BURN IN SLOTH HELL.

Glimmer

2010-11-10T12:54:00.002+08:00

Hello,

I was a student from Nanyang Polytechnic studying Space and Interior Design from Singapore and I am deeply interested in Architecture and Interior Architecture due to the influences of my lecturer's teachings. He happened to have studied Interior Design in RMIT University and recommended RMIT as he felt that their way of teaching is very similar to what my school was doing.

I would like to know what exactly do the students do in the Design Studio and whether the course itself focuses more on practicality or concept? I know it sounds quite silly but I have been browsing through different schools. Some are more focused on engineering and technology while others look into design and overall feel of the spatial quality.

Regards,Feliz

Dear Feliz,

We are definitely a design school. 50% of the course load is in the Design Studio, supported by History and Theory, Communications and Technology. The design studios have a strong focus on conceptual development, and spatial qualities especially in Interior Design, though our students also learn valuable practical skills through their design work. At RMIT you have a range of studios you can choose from. We do not follow a set syllabus.

It is good you are doing research on schools as this is an important decision to make, and you are asking the right questions. I suggest that you look at the student work in the 'gallery' sections of the web site under Interior Design and Architecture so you can see the types and range of work that we do. That is often the best way to judge...and see if you are inspired or excited.
I have attached the addresses of the selection officer for Interior Design, Andrea Mina, and Christine Phillips is in Architecture. We would be very curious to know the name of your lecturer, our graduate, so we can meet him when we next come to Singapore and invite him to our alumni events.

Architecture has several graduates teaching at SingPoly including Keng Choo, and we have many graduates who are successfully working in design firms. I hope this helps, and feel free to ask for more information if you don't get what you need form the web .

If you want to apply you will need apply through RMIT International through the web site.

Yours,Sand Professor Sand Helsel
Director of International DevelopmentSchool of Architecture and Design
RMIT University

The Dean sounds like a nice person!! X)

Beau

2010-11-08T23:52:00.003+08:00

Reveal Watch
2001

Truly unique in its display of time, the minutes and hours fade in and out as time passes. Part of the Projects series, where architects and designers are commissioned to craft timepieces, Reveal is the work of computer graphics pioneer Daniel Will-Harris. The only analog watch to read in a digital manner. Available in black with a leather strap or stainless steel. A pamphlet inside gives a biography of the designer and his inspiration behind the piece.

Takes me breath away. *faints*
I'm gonna getchu you little demon you.

Three Sides

2010-11-07T23:34:00.003+08:00

Saw a dragonfly while walking towards my room. Its lying on its back twitching its legs.
I poked it around with a pamphlet and it started squirming.

Left with three choices:

1. To leave it where it is.
2. Throw it in the bin
3. Throw it outside.

I chose 3 cuz it might be dying since its stuck in the house for some time, so I hoped it will be revived once its outside. It made a piak sound when it hit the ground below. Perhaps it was a bad idea to leave it out. But still, either choice I made would still seal its fate. *shrugs*

Dandy

2010-11-03T14:39:00.001+08:00

Mesmerized.. can't stop staring!!

Phuket

2010-11-01T15:47:00.001+08:00

Yes or non?

Hmmmmmmmmmmm.

Boob Job

2010-10-25T22:07:00.002+08:00

Candy from Taiwan.

Saw some gummy dicks but didn't get to buy them. X(

Purely for the Sin.

2010-10-23T13:15:00.008+08:00

Loves ber. =)~

Asked my mum to help me get it from HK.

All the departments of Agnes B.

Hong Kong.

New bag.

Loafers.

Shop of Horror

2010-10-14T00:46:00.010+08:00

Went Night Safari!!

Ber got the cake for me after I saw it in the brochure. Heh heh

The Gui Mansion - Overall the decorations are very convincing and the mascots are very realistic. Spooky vibes everywhere!!

One final picture before we went in.

Neato!

Took some pictures with the ghouls wandering around.

This one just hid behind the tree and gave the people quite a fright cuz its totally dark in there.

My favourite! I saw Beetle Juice but too bad I didn't get to catch him.

They destroyed quite an amount of dolls for the deco.

Loved this too.

Props to the makeup.

The train ride of terror was pretty cool as well cuz the decorations are really good. Plus theres a story behind each ghoul based on the costume which makes the whole experience damn interesting. X) Oh fun night~

World's Worst

2010-10-10T00:13:00.002+08:00

Giving your date's parents too much information:

"Don't worry Mr and Mrs Johnson, I'll have her back by 10. I'll be finished by then."

"Don't worry Mr and Mrs Johnson, I'll have her back by 10. Thats when the wife gets home."

"Don't worry Mr and Mrs Johnson, we'll have her back by 10."

"Don't worry Mrs Johnson, I'll have Mr Johnson back by 10."

Whose Line Is It Anyway FTW!!!!!

Wassup

2010-10-05T12:25:00.003+08:00

Metal eggs!!!!!!

Going out soon!!!!!

I want to work as Miu Miu salesgirl cuz of those fabeaulous brogues!!!!!!!

Two interviews tomorrow!!!!!!!

D:

Bum

2010-09-18T12:56:00.004+08:00

Gets pretty guilty not going down Marina Bay Sands to be with my family during the weekend.
Especially when they booked a room for a mini getaway.

.... Gets pretty guilty not meeting up for a colleague's farewell dinner as well yesterday.

And it suddenly hit me that I'm going Taiwan tml????!!! zzzz. So surreal.

Beejin'

2010-09-17T00:07:00.002+08:00

Had the worst ever thing during these times.. so to cheer me up, Ber got me this.
:D~ Although I have to buy the films myself. Beh.

I just wish we don't quarrel over stupid things. Sigh.

Hope we won't fight in Taiwan, waste time and create unhappy memories.

Stupid crabs.

Afraid

2010-08-27T22:07:00.001+08:00

I took everything for granted.
Now I regretted not being grateful for them sooner.
Please don't let anything bad happen.

Oh Well

2010-08-14T11:57:00.002+08:00

Gets kinda hurt whenever I see certain friends going out together without my knowledge.
So much for friendship, or whatever.

Picture Vomit

2010-08-06T23:25:00.006+08:00

Here it goes:

See how long ago this is??!!!!

3 Inch Sin. Mediocre.

Cute cat. No it was not squashed by the car tyre. I don't think its dead either.

Penguin of DEATH.

Someone's promotion. =D

During GSS.

At TCC. Delishhhh.

My salmon pasta.

His carbonara.

3rd concert.

Full.

Incase Jay Chou forgets his lines.

Impressive stage prop.

Beautiful tile.

Black cat on a non 13th Friday night.

TCC by the bay.

Beef stewwww.

Napkin.

Guilty splurges:
Beautiful Muji shirt.

JNBY.

Dries Van Noten.

Alexander McQueen. People might say that I hopped onto the bandwagon just cuz its the "in" thing to get one of the dead designer's pieces, but actually I bought this cuz I like the cut and the graphic. Plus its my favourite colour. Blah.

Hey

2010-07-31T23:49:00.003+08:00

Shackled and helpless, but theres no one to turn to.
So vulnerable now like it might break anytime.
Wanting help but too proud to ask for it.

The shell has cracked, letting little vile emotions seep out.
It needs to heal for the person to stand back up and walk on.
Walk on strong. Proud. Not looking back.
Even if one does, its only just to look at it with contempt. Not sadness. Nor remorse.

Hold on, for it will all be okay.

SA

2010-07-22T01:34:00.002+08:00

Quite fascinated about urban architecture. Recently read a magazine about Singapore Architects who sent in their designs on Marina Bay. Kinda fun to read and really inspiring to get a peek into what those great minds were thinking. Reminds me of Studio from all the planning, the thought process in it and how the model is built. Sigh.

Anyway its interesting cuz I can roughly guess which school the planners were from by understanding their concepts. =D Was mighty impressed overall.

Random Nothing

2010-07-07T23:35:00.004+08:00

Today at 6.20pm:

The girl sitting infront of me: Hey, go home quick!!

Me: Why is everyone telling me to go home early?

The guy sitting behind me: Now you're in a three months tryout, so the boss is going easy on your workload since you're a fresh grad. Run back home and do nothing while you still can. Cuz when you're familiar with the work, you won't be able to go home on time anymore... *looks wistful*

Me: Uh.. okay. *starts packing bag*

Lol.

Dire T

2010-07-05T23:31:00.003+08:00

Work is INSANE. I got an apartment project on the first day. Drawing the floorplan from scratch, creating furniture, elevations, technical drawings, mood board, materials, meeting teh client in the future. FML.

My legs are itching like hell cuz of the damn pore inflammation. =(
I should've listened to the doctor when he advised me not to wear skinnies. cuz the dots now are uber red. Zzz. Damn.

And I will show my fugly legs at work tml cuz I'm wearing shorts. I hope the cream would make my legs heal faster.
Le sigh~

H.K

2010-06-25T02:02:00.002+08:00

Will be off on Friday 4pm to Wed 8pm.
By the way twizzlers are damn addictive. I just can't stop chewing them.

ANYWAY, THE LONG AWAITED PICTURESSSSS (or at least some of them from the mountain):

At Waraku.

At Chilli's.

I got the pan seared salmon with cinnamon apples and boiled veggies.

He got the chicken.

Uber delightful molten cake.

Ya well. Thats it for now. =/ Will upload more when I come back.

YESSS

2010-06-21T02:03:00.002+08:00

I finally changed the layout!!!

I know its still dependent on some other web designer's work. But what the hell. I think it looks better than before.

I Need

2010-06-07T01:56:00.001+08:00

A job.

A better camera.

To lose weight.

A job.

Should've Done This Earlier

2010-06-01T19:06:00.002+08:00

" City Harvest Church founder Kong Hee & 16 others under funds probe
The founder of megachurch City Harvest Church and 16 other individuals and staff involved in the handling of the church's financial affairs are being investigated by the Commercial Affairs Department (CAD). "

Yea. Bloody scamming religion foundations.

A Cat's Greed Knows No Bounds.

2010-05-24T17:45:00.002+08:00

YEP.

Impressed. Very, very.

2010-05-09T01:16:00.001+08:00

24 rooms? IS WANT!! :D

Raising Helen

2010-04-30T02:33:00.002+08:00

I liked this movie cuz its similar to what had happened between my mum and I, and it might very well happen in the future when I got children of my own.

When I was young, I believed that I know what is best for me and always hated it when my mum intervened and told me to change. I always detest her lectures about relationships or school cuz I felt that I know what I'm doing and she doesn't know what I've been through. But now when I look back, I see that my mum was right. And I'm grateful for that.

Tempting

2010-04-01T17:37:00.001+08:00

Very tempted to go for this job, but hesitating cuz most prolly gonna go overseas to study.

Sigh. How man.

There Goes The Momento

2010-03-24T21:41:00.005+08:00

I can't find my AA plastic bag and I got this horrible feeling that my maid used it as a trash bag. FUCK.
I hate it when she takes whatever she thinks I don't need and use it.

Blinded By Light

2010-03-20T23:55:00.005+08:00

SO NICE LA OMGGGG. *swoon*

Its the most epic battle song ever from the Final Fantasy series.

Best theme song is To Zarnakand.

Best love song is Eyes On Me.

More please!!! :D

Awww

2010-03-17T20:10:00.004+08:00

Lovely Shiba that I would like to have in the future!! Other than the almighty pug.

Lucky

2010-03-15T18:09:00.002+08:00

Went Sentosa few days ago with Fatty, and I saw horseshoe crabs!!!
Its near the coast so I can see it in the water.. theres like two of em, one on top of the other.

So excited cuz its not everyday I can get to see such sea creatures man. I did some research on the crabs and I found that they are one of the rarer species to be found in Singapore due to us threatening its habitat.

Anyway was happy that I can see such things. Heh heh heh!

Eeeeee

2010-03-07T23:36:00.002+08:00

http://www.straitstimes.com/BreakingNews/Lifestyle/Story/STIStory_499084.html

Dear Mr Neo,

If you want to have an affair with someone who is less than half your age, please choose one who is PRETTY. That girl looks like a Pinoy maid with too much powder on her pasty face and has a disastrous fashion sense. Plus I don't believe you cannot find any other prettier AND younger girls out here in Singapore.

P.S: Since the girl threatened to kill herself if you leave her, it is best that you do cuz no one will miss her ugliness.

Here I Am

2010-03-05T20:16:00.003+08:00

Not dead, just stoning.
Cuz after weeks of staying over in school, serious to the point where I didn't even see my parents for DAYS, the only thing I wanna do is to stay at home, lie on my bed and watch my shows from the time I wake till I sleep.
Ah, bliss. Even though I am not totally done with the bloody shit fyp.

Whatever la. I now only aim for a B or something cuz I know I will never get an A (very, very HIGHLY doubt so -150%), given that the lecturer(s) is/are biased AND I didn't finish it on time which makes everything even worse.

Anyway I will vomit out the load of picture innards into this dump once I am totally done with the grad show and shit. The buildup is quite massive in my lappy now and I am quite worried that I will even discard this blog just because I'm too lazy to upload. Bah.

Perhaps

2010-02-15T02:16:00.003+08:00

I shouldn't think about the design and whether it coincides with the space or the people, but rather on what I want to throw in and just make it all fucking pretty.

Like some people, who don't give a shit about reason, about the crowd, about the whole space, and even the fucking design itself - just plonk one lump of something and say "I just want it to be there."
Simple. Easy. DOWNRIGHT FUCKING BRAIN DEAD.

And what did I do? What did I do to fuck myself up?
I thought of the bloody design. The logic. The reason. The WHY, HOW and WHAT.
What did I get?

"We're not interested in your concept."

HAHAHAHA. I almost laughed out loud when I heard that.
How nice!! Oh my fucking god!!! The days of frustrations, hours of slogging and nights of worrying. All denied by that simple sentence.
My determination shattered. My stand fallen. And my will to do up an actual, beautiful and fucking unique-to-itself design just broke down.

I don't feel like touching that vile piece of crap anymore man.

FUCK IT.

Those EYESSS

2010-02-04T15:14:00.001+08:00

Paula Kawanishi - A Jappo and Brazil mix.

Just... beautiful.

ENVYYYY.

Survival

2010-01-31T21:13:00.004+08:00

Bull frog VS Unfortunate sparrow
I DIDN'T KNOW FROGS EAT BIRDS?!

Kingbird VS hawk.
The fight to save her young, and she succeeded.

Flying salmon VS two dolphins
I just find this photo funny. Cuz the salmon looks so... horizontal.

I hate what I'm in now. Zz.

Doggy Lols

2010-01-27T14:19:00.002+08:00

Something to cheer myself up.

I want a bloody pug. Or an angora rabbit. Or a persian. Something furry that I can squeeze and throw around.

Affirmation

2010-01-23T18:46:00.007+08:00

One of my most favourite self-belief songs of all time.
Some of the lines which I loved. Weee~

I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned

I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side

I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

I believe that trust is more important than monogamy

I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul

I believe that family is worth more than money or gold

I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed

Twice the Twins

2010-01-20T16:52:00.003+08:00

Had half hearted birthday celebrations for three consecutive days.
That makes it a whole and half heart I guess? Lollers.

Anyway its nice to have a boyfriend who has his birthday before/after your own, cuz we can celebrate for a few days, kinda like in a surreal feast. =D

Come To This

2010-01-17T15:13:00.001+08:00

Ressemblances dans les films Disney - Koreus

No wonder there are weird deja vu feelings in my gut whenever I watch those Disney films!! D:

NAWWWWWW

2010-01-16T00:36:00.004+08:00

Got a new phone to replace the old one.

Seriously had mixed feelings about getting an iphone since I already have an itouch and both have almost the same functions except one has a phone plus camera function while the other doesn't. But anyway, I got persuaded by the sales fella to get it while I was contemplating between blackberry and iphone. Gah.

I think it'll be funny using both the itouch and iphone cuz its so pointless. Lollers.

WHY.

2010-01-14T13:54:00.004+08:00

Why is that so many people around me are so hypocritical.

I swear some people are just out there to deny whatever I say no matter how real it is. Bloody fuck shit.

Worth Every Scent

2010-01-09T23:41:00.008+08:00

The new perfume the boy got for me.

When I took my first whiff of this, I didn't really fancy the smell cuz its not exactly the usual sweet flowery kind. But I loved the bottle so much that I bought this after comparing it with Chanel.

And now I'm totally in love with it cuz its starting to grow on me, and its different from my last perfume. For one, it doesn't make me sneeze when I use it which is quite a feat considering that my nose is hyper sensitive, especially to the last bottle. I sneezed almost everytime when I used the Hugo Boss but not anymore with Issey Miyake!! Plus it is retailed at $120 when my boy bought it but its normal price is like $210. Hurray for cheaper deals! =D

Impressed

2010-01-04T17:37:00.001+08:00

PHUA.

LOTR FTW

2009-12-27T21:50:00.000+08:00

Had a good laugh about this.

XD Hahahaha!

What to do?

2009-12-26T22:14:00.003+08:00

Went Body World on Christmas. =D

Super long ago picture, went along with him to get the car decal from Glenn Ong.

Jasmine bought this from Japan. Damn nice wrapper. Gonna use it ta wrap my inspi book.

GET THIS BEFORE ITS ALL SOLD OUT. IT IS DAMN NICE.

Had a Christmas party at my place. Lisa used the same paper as me to wrap her present. Its kinda funneh cuz it looks like our presents are relatives.

The remnant of the party.

Jasmine got this from Japan again, Final Fantasy XIII collectible!

Gonna keep it till the contents dry up or something.

2 more days to Bangkok trip. Truth be told I do not feel like going at all cuz there are too many unfinished business in Singapore. The mid crit for my fyp, the sudden grad shoot which is held the day AFTER I leave for Bangkok. The crappy thing whereby we need to do up some spread for our works. BAD TIMING OR WHAT.

Meet Elizabeth & James

2009-12-18T14:52:00.004+08:00

I LUBB DIS.

I will literally be in heaven and wear this everyday to bed while kissing the hems if I get this.
Grr.

Zoinked

2009-12-14T15:34:00.003+08:00

Went Zoukout.

What can I say? Er.. I'll never go there again.
Music's horrible, don't know what the hell the DJs are doing.
Crowd's horrible, shoving and poking against my body when I try to walk past them.

Stupid ignorant kids melting the caps of the glowsticks and dripping them all over their skin and sand. Stupid ignorant kids drinking till puking all over the sand, making the place disgusting. Stupid ignorant kids totally knocked out at the roadsides with their pants down and boxers showing.

Anyway, Toby's at Parkway has uber great cakes. ARGHHYUMMM.

Great Day

2009-12-08T16:48:00.006+08:00

Just wanna say - I'm sorry for you and myself.

The past should be the past.
Am looking forward to the future now.

I don't think they will ever Know

2009-11-21T23:33:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I wish I still am in contact with my primary school friends and my secondary school friends.

Kai Wen, we've lost touch since a decade ago. I know you tried to contact me before by sending me a letter six years after we split from primary school and I did mean to reply but I forgot about it cuz of school. (I'm bloody sorry now damn it.)
Adeline, where are you? I miss those times when we're still gabbling fanatically over Final Fantasy and Squall Leonhart. Still remembered the last meet was when I met you in Burger King to hand you your birthday present. You were with your friend so I can't chat long, but that was the last time you talked to me. Oh well.
Min Ning, we've been through the same primary and secondary schools. Even though we're in facebook I think you can't remember me anymore. Btw its great you're living your life overseas in Uni with your bf.
Jian Hao, we've been in this love-hate friendship ever since I sat behind you in class. God I have no idea what to say if we do meet (which I think we won't) cuz of all the complications of RO. Quite screwy to get screwed up over a game I guess.
Samantha, I guess we kinda fall out cuz you have your circle of friends and we didn't really contact each other often now cuz we have ta deal with our lives. Still rememberd the time when we were in the toilet and we tried on each other's skirts. Mine was sooo long on you and yours was so bloody short on me.
Jellyna, Jeannie, Janet and Daniel Cow, it was so much fun in secondary school, playing cards and mahjong during O's. Getting shocked into studying after realizing how much I didn't know during my bio prac.

I guess this is one of the days which I happen to miss these peeps.
And it kinda pains me to know that in a few months from now I will lose more contacts after I graduate from SID0701. I will miss the spirit of the class, the craziness, the late nights, laughings and cryings, consoling and getting consoled, the nutty lecturers.. etc. Friends come and go; I hate it. I hate having to befriend new ones. I hate having to start all over again. I hope it will continue forever. I do.

Maybe its me that is problematic afterall. (Emo, maybe.)

Known

2009-11-21T02:05:00.004+08:00

There are times when I was impatient over some people cuz they do not understand where its getting at, and there are times I was mad at some people cuz they could not follow what was going on cuz its just so frustrating when the hype is there but people are pulling it down, spoiling everything in the process.
I know I've said and done things to people which have them feel insulted and have me feel bad after awhile cuz I realized I shouldn't have done those.
I truly regretted that I did those and wished that I could turn back time and slap my trap shut.
I'm not stupid and I know people do not like me as much as they used to back then cuz of what I did. So I shall try to change and keep things to myself as to what I usually do last time. =x

Yeh Postef

2009-11-08T15:55:00.002+08:00

Weighed down by projects.. projects.. projects...
The late nights has taken a toil on my skin...

Sigh.

Great's Brit's

2009-10-16T02:20:00.006+08:00

Fei Bei bought this for me when I was sick with stomach flu. I know its eons ago but WHO CARES. :D

The different positioning of Gloomy beating Pity up. Hooray

The Balenciaga bag my mum wants me to buy -_-
Well at least its a few hundred quid cheaper in London than in Singapore.. although it sets me back by almost half the money my dad gave me for the trip.

The Longchamp that I got; its 124 pounds there and 581 SGD here. Its half the bloody price man.
Good buy!!!!

Fei Bei got me a new mouse X)
Its fun cuz its foldable like a clamshell.

Went modestos and got the 15 inch pizza which is super enormous. I have ta raise my arms higher than my head to take a shot of this slab.

We polished off the whole pizza; Quite a feat for two people actually, people were staring at us when the waiter brought the pizza to our table. Waha.

Will post up the London pictures after I uploaded them in Facebook. Its loading damn slowly now. Gah.

Senah

2009-09-24T10:42:00.003+08:00

I haven't left Singapore and I'm feeling homesick.

=(

Serious Humps

2009-09-17T23:10:00.002+08:00

I'm so fixated on his butt.. its too perky for a michellin whale. And it looks like hes wearing a tutu skirt.. but hes not.

Its so scary that I can't take my eyes off them... them boobs.