At first it was beautiful, then the poison sinks in.
Everytime when you're away I feel the blackness creep in and taint my thoughts about you.
You wouldn't understand because the ball is in your court, not mine.
You probably wouldn't care as well because you might feel like I have nothing to lose.
I feel so cheated from the insecurity and it made me realize how unfair it was for me to end up in this mess which you created.
I need to stop myself from sinking further into this.
I need to be wary of you. To up my defence against you.
I need to have something against you so I won't feel like I'm losing in this situation.
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